Meri has been talking to me this morning, being pissy like I suspected she would be after she unintentionally decided to put me down last night while we were watching TV. I figured it was going to turn into one of those horrible weekends like we’ve been pretty infamous for as of late.
It started out as her just telling me that I’m not able to multi-task as well as her. It annoyed me since I took that personally but whatever, I’m not going to start an argument over something that I truly don’t care about. This morning, she calls me and tells me that she thinks I should just leave work at 2 or something early b/c it’s supposed to snow here today (3-5 inches). I told her that I didn’t drive and she got upset b/c I was supposed to go to Wild Oats after work to get milk-free chocolate for her to cook with Aaron this weekend. I completely forgot about going to Wild Oats and even driving to work b/c it wasn’t my turn to drive (I carpool with someone). I forgot b/c I was up with Aaron twice last night, once at 10:40pm and again at 11:40pm. The first time I just put him back to sleep but then he woke up again an hour later so I figured he wasn’t feeling well so I stayed up with him until he fell asleep. That took about 30 minutes so after that was done, I was wide awake but still tired. I went to bed but couldn’t fall asleep for a while and once I did fall asleep, it felt like I only got about 10 minutes of sleep once my alarm started going off. So I was tired and woke up with enough time to get ready for work and find something to eat for lunch so I didn’t waste any money buying anything from across the hall. So this morning, Meri’s on the phone with me trying to express her frustrations but I’m at work and can’t fucking talk about it! She tells me that I don’t help around the house and all I do is play video games. She decides she wants to hire a maid service and we’ll find the money “somewhere”. Well, right now, I feel it is best for me to not go to school b/c if I’m not helping with housework now then I’m certainly not going to be very helpful if I’m upstairs doing homework. I’m in a bad fucking mood and don’t feel like doing anything. I’ve got my headphones on listening to heavy metal type music. In college, I referred to it as anger music b/c it only serves to keep me in a bad mood and fuel my pissed off attitude. Meri thinks it’s stupid for me to not go to school but I think that’s the only way I’m going to be able to help around the house. So I’m not going to get my masters in computer science because housework needs to be done and we all know that is more fucking important than making yourself feel good right! Fuck this. I’m really pissed off and wanna stay that way for a LONG ASS FUCKING TIME.