ace’s blog

It’s been a while. Meri and Aaron are in upstate NY for 10 days. They are due back Sunday (8.28.05) afternoon. I will be happy to have them back, I missed them a lot this week. I’ve been doing a whole lot of nothing since they’ve been gone. I bought our refrigerator for the new house. We close on Tuesday (8.30.05). Sometime soon, I need to get my TN drivers license and my TN tag for the truck. I’ve heard some bad stories about having to wait for hours and hours and being turned away because they didn’t have the correct documents.

I’ve been so bored this week without my family here with me. Although it is nice to not have to do anything, I kinda miss the busy-ness of family life. I talked to my mom for about 40 minutes last night. She made no mention of Meri and obviously didn’t talk about fixing the rift between them. I want to go to Jax for the 49ers/Jags game on the weekend of December 17th but I don’t think I will even try to go. It would be nice to go because Dec 17th is my mom’s birthday but if I go and don’t take Aaron, I’m sure she wouldn’t be happy. Meri wouldn’t let me take Aaron because of the problems that she and my mom have. I just see that trip as a bad idea either way. I wish this whole thing between my mom and Meri would go away but it’s not going to. I don’t see an end is sight and I don’t know what I can do to help or even if I should. I don’t think either of them care how I feel about this whole situation. All they care about is how the other one is just so horrible and how can I want to be part of the other’s life. Did that make sense? I didn’t think so. Welcome to my hell. =)